This Is How Pathetic I Am

It's funny when you finally realize
How pathetic you actually are.

When you look at yourself
Through someone's eyes
And you see your fake smile,
Trying to stop your tears and
Waiting for someone to answer you
When you know that nobody will do.

So you keep staring at the screen,
High hopes, but no luck.

So this is how pathetic I am,
I'm the one who is invisible,
Who always think that people are good
And who's sure she'll never get hurt again.

So this is how pathetic I am,
Waiting for someone to reply
When they don't want to talk with me.
This is how pathetic I am.