Kanda and Vane (Fanfic) - In The Dining Room

      "Hi Kanda" he poses his dark eyes on me and they make me feel more nervous. "Do you mind if I seat here?"

      "Do what you want" he says looking away.

    His answer doesn’t surprise me because I know how is his character. I place the tray on the table and sit down while he’s eating his soba in silence. I have the same meal as Kanda, but I’ve never taste it, so I don’t know how I am suppose to swallow it. I sneak a look to my mate and I try to copy him, but it doesn’t work at all. After ckeck it a few times, I tell him:

      "Would you mind to tell me how I am supposed to swallow this, please?"

    Kanda looks at me sideaways and then he asks me surprised:

      "If you don’t have idea of eat soba, why did you order them?"

      "Because Jerry has something ruined in his kitchen and, according to him, all he can cook is this and hamburgers. That’s why everyone is eating or soba or hamburgers" I reply him and he looks around. ‘How couldn't he noticed that before?’.

      "I can’t waste my time taking care of the beginners."

      "For starters, I've been here three months, so I’m no longer a beginner. Besides, is it that you have never been a beginner?" I ask him a bit annoyed because of his answer. Kanda stays looking at me and then looks at my plate. After two minutes thinking about it, he sighs and says:

      "Alright. I think I have some time to teach you" he takes  the chopsticks, places them and gives them to me. When I take the chopsticks, I feel his soft skin and a chill runs through my column. "You have to place them in this way. Then take the noodles, wet them in the soba and eat them. Like this until you finish, understood it?" Says this last part a bit annoyed.

    I look at him a bit confused. ‘Is he in this way because he’s ashamed of teaching me how to eat this or because I'm wasting his time?’.

      "Alright, thanks" I tell him with a smile. He frowns, gets up and leaves muttering something like:

      "Che! Look at the time I waste with this punk!"

    I giggle and start to eat like Kanda has just tought me. ‘I haven’t only got him to teach me this, but, besides that, I have touched his hand for a moment. I’m so happy!’. When I finish I pick up my trace and also Kanda’s and I bring them to Jerry. He thanks me for that and asks me if I liked the soba.

      "It isn’t my favourite food, but the soba was great" Jerry blushes and thanks me again, this time for the compliment. I say goodbye to him and leave the dining room.

    While I’m going to my bedroom, I pass by Kanda’s cell and I stop on front of it. I raise my hand to knock on the door and thank him again, but just when I decide not to do it and leave it, I hear:

      "What do you want?"

    I look up and see Kanda at close quarters. I try to talk, but I find myself without words.

      "I... I just was going to... I was going to thank you again for had been so kind with me" the word ‘kind’ repeats in my head.

      "You don’t need to" Kanda says coldly while he’s getting closer. Then he gets himself into his bedroom without further ado.

    I stare for a moment  in front of his bedroom’s door, thinking about he’s just told me. While I’m walking to my bedroom, I regret having done that. ‘Who the hell would think of doing that? Sure that he thinks you’re an idiot!’ I blame myself. On one side, I’m happy for have been with Kanda and have touched his skin, but the fact that he doesn’t feel the same for me makes me sad.